Good Sleep

There is talk sometimes of the “sleep of the innocent” and I do not profess to have had that any time recently. What I have had, though, for the past several nights is the sleep of one who has done much, worked much, shared much, and experienced much. It has been the immobile sleep of…

Straightforward and Obvious

6:50 AM At the bus stop, coffee resting at my feet so that I can write, the sun still shaking aside the clouds Moon tucked around her edges last night. There’s nothing to keep her from the process and nothing to demand it, save the rustling movement of a planet in the throes of revolution….

Blackberries and Roses

I was told once about ten years ago that my theme song could be “Don’tFence Me In.” At the time, it did not sit well. I heard the wildnessit implied as more feral than anything else. Alone, skittish,protective, afraid– not words I was inclined to accept or adopt as myown descriptors, despite any timid undercurrent…

No me lleva corriendo…

Again with a challenging day at work yesterday. If it was mental challenge of an intellectual sort, that would be one thing… a pleasure, actually. I love to try and have my mind roll and stretch in new ways. Mental yoga—who knew it could bend that way? But lately, the challenge has been far more…

Two Magical Cats

I have a new print on my wall. It is a gift from a friend with whom I went to the Met this morning. We stopped outside to speak with an artist she knew who had a table of his prints displayed. This one is of two striped cats staring at each other…no faces, just…

Still, Quiet, Joy

Know what happened on the way to work this morning? It was quiet enough, still enough, for a brief, brief moment in the middle of Manhattan to actually be able to hear the sound of bird feet on the manhole cover by the bus stop where I was standing. You could hear the little clicks…

Sheep in the Streets

The Gospel reading for the Fourth Sunday of Eastertime is John’s story of the Good Shepherd. It isn’t often I find myself thankfully praising God for sheep as I swarm down Manhattan sidewalks with the rest of the hive. Rarer still, for one who prides herself on a certain capacity for insightful logical thinking, the…

Companions

The week was not an easy one for me. In an email to a friend, I said that “my head is spinning a bit and my heart is aching some, to tell you the truth.” Nothing radical happened. Nothing devastating. Rather, it was multiple things on multiple fronts- things that raise questions upon questions, things…

How you look at a thing

I walked into work this morning, coffee in hand and thoughts in mind, and was asked “Hey! How was your weekend?” “It was a good one, actually. Especially yesterday. Thanks– You?” “What exciting thing made it so wonderful?” And there I had to stop and think. Not about whether the day was wonderful or not,…

Lullaby

When your day begins in the pouring rain and the driver of the cab you damply hailed is chugging Red Bull… when a class of your students yesterday spent their time writing poems about decorum in the library (I figured, why not combine? It’s national poetry month and their behavior was markedly lacking in that…